William 
                              Burroughs (1914-97) was the king of the beat generation 
                              and the godfather of punk rock. He was the author 
                              of more than fifty books. Junky is 
                              a classic, autobiographical account of life as a 
                              heroin addict in the United States during the Second 
                              World War. Naked Lunch, published 
                              in 1962 in America, was a key text of the beat generation, 
                              with Jack Kerouac's On the Road and 
                              Allen Ginsberg's Howl. In 1991, David 
                              Cronenberg's film of Naked Lunch introduced 
                              Burroughs and his writing to a whole new generation.
                            But 
                              Burroughs' importance goes well beyond writing. 
                              He was the man who had the original vision of the 
                              "love generation" of the 1960s. He was 
                              also a major figure of inspiration for many rock 
                              stars. He was on the cover of the Beatles' masterpiece 
                              Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band and 
                              counted the Rolling Stones among his acquaintances. 
                              In fact, the first discussions about filming Naked 
                              Lunch were introduced by Mick Jagger, 
                              who, in 1972, considered playing Burroughs' alter 
                              ego, Inspector Lee of the Nova Police. The Soft 
                              Machine and Steely Dan were two of the many rock 
                              groups who took their names from his books; Burroughs 
                              was the inventor of the phrase "heavy metal"; 
                              Bob Dylan invited him to go on his 1975 Rolling 
                              Thunder tour. Burroughs' influence was also spread 
                              by films-he starred in Gus Van Sant's Drugstore 
                              Cowboy and played lesser roles in ten 
                              other films. In the 1990s he collaborated with various 
                              musicians, ranging from John Cale to Kurt Cobain, 
                              on CDS of his readings.
                            By 
                              the time he left the planet, following his closest 
                              friend Allen Ginsberg by four months, he had been 
                              the king of the underground for twenty-five years. 
                              William Burroughs' face is as deeply etched into 
                              the minds of those who knew him and his work as 
                              the faces of our presidents are on Mount Rushmore.
                            William 
                              Burroughs always operated from the center of an 
                              entourage of mostly younger men who worked with 
                              him in one capacity or another. In my time, the 
                              group consisted of his amanuensis and manager, James 
                              Grauerholz; the poet and performer John Giorno, 
                              who produced CDS of Burroughs' readings, including 
                              the boxed set Best of William Burroughs 
                              from Giorno Poetry Systems, released in 1998, shortly 
                              after Burroughs' death; and Stewart Meyer, a street 
                              kid from Brooklyn, Burroughs' glorified chauffeur 
                              and best pupil. Meyer's first novel, The Lotus 
                              Crew, written under Burroughs' tutelage, 
                              became a classic in its own time. The film director 
                              Howard Brookner, who shot a documentary about Burroughs 
                              over a period of five years during which they became 
                              close friends, also was included. Apart from Giorno, 
                              these were men in their late twenties. The oldest 
                              member of the group, the celebrated biographer Ted 
                              Morgan, became Burroughs' official biographer in 
                              the 1980s. I was the sixth man on the team.
                            Whenever 
                              Burroughs would return to New York from a trip abroad 
                              or from somewhere else in the United States, Stewart 
                              Meyer would get hold of a big, comfortable American 
                              car, and we would pick Burroughs up at the airport 
                              and drive him to the Bunker. Driving in from Kennedy 
                              at night with Stew at the wheel, William in the 
                              front seat, myself, James Grauerholz and John Giorno 
                              in the back, smoking pot, drinking vodka, was like 
                              being in a magic nightclub. The car purred like 
                              a contented cat, Burroughs talked in a mottled voice 
                              that sounded like a cross between the older Katharine 
                              Hepburn and FDR, about his journey and the news, 
                              and everything would suddenly be extra brilliant, 
                              intelligent and kind.
                            Burroughs 
                              always said he was not a gregarious person and did 
                              not like parties, but from what I could see there 
                              was a nearly constant party going on around him, 
                              at least in the evenings. The great thing about 
                              going to the Bunker—his starkly lit, three-room, 
                              white-on-white windowless cavern of a space at 222 
                              Bowery, in the bowels of that grimy necropolis the 
                              Lower East Side—was that Burroughs and Grauerholz 
                              had created one of the very few real literary salons 
                              in New York. Ninety percent of the time I visited 
                              in the evening, there were at least two other people, 
                              and sometimes there were four or five. The majority 
                              of the guests drank vodka and smoked pot, and there 
                              was a lot of laughter and acting out. Bill would 
                              suddenly transform himself into one of his characters 
                              and talk in an accent. Over dinner he would hold 
                              court, telling stories or coming up with dry comments. 
                              If anybody had a good story about one of his favorite 
                              topics—guns, drugs and writing—he would 
                              say, "Tell me! Tell me! Tell me!" with 
                              gleeful, adolescent enthusiasm. He was not distant. 
                              He was with us, even though most of us were forty 
                              years younger than he was. Like Andy Warhol's Factory, 
                              the Bunker was hermetic and individual, and it ran 
                              on the same principles of love and tension.
                            "Dream 
                              up a paradise!" Allen Ginsberg once 
                              exhorted me. Burroughs succeeded in dreaming up 
                              his paradise. From the publication of Naked Lunch 
                              in Paris in 1959, for the rest of his life, ending 
                              in 1997, he was an American Graham Greene for the 
                              space age. He was always sending back reports from 
                              battle fronts or other exotic locales. He was always 
                              writing, always traveling, always "on assignment."
                            In 
                              March 1979, having spent five years in Burroughs' 
                              service full time, James Grauerholz took a sabbatical, 
                              moving himself and the Burroughs archives to Lawrence, 
                              Kansas, where he envisioned Burroughs spending the 
                              balance of his life in a more tranquil setting. 
                              I never even considered taking over his job, and 
                              would not have been able to do it anyway, but the 
                              fact was, Bill was lonely, and he achieved his best 
                              relationships in creative collaboration.
                            From 
                              1979 to 1981, I had the privilege of working with 
                              William Burroughs (aged sixty-five to sixty-seven) 
                              editing two books: my portrait With William Burroughs: 
                              A Report from the Bunker (St. Martins, 
                              1996), and his selected essays, The Adding Machine 
                              (Arcade, 1996). At the same time, Burroughs was 
                              finishing his long-awaited novel, Cities of the 
                              Red Night (Holt, 1981), which would inaugurate 
                              a whole new person and period in his career, opening 
                              the doors to sixteen highly productive, positive 
                              years (1981-97) writing, painting, acting, performing, 
                              recording. Consequently, I suppose I am one of the 
                              ten to twelve people who ever got close enough to 
                              Bill professionally to see into his writing center. 
                              When I gave him the manuscript of With William 
                              Burroughs (75 percent of which was taped 
                              dialogue of conversations between Burroughs and 
                              fifteen other celebrities), he not only corrected 
                              the sometimes atrocious writing, he added a handful 
                              of precious inserts.
                            Working 
                              on With William Burroughs was fun. 
                              Working on The Adding Machine, which 
                              we originally called Light Reading for Light 
                              Years, was inspiring. I'll never forget 
                              the first day I sat down at the conference table 
                              in the Bunker with Bill at the head and a stack 
                              of papers between us. I looked up, and he gave me 
                              the most enchanting smile I had ever seen from him. 
                              It was not a smile of humor or a smile of seduction 
                              or a chemically induced smile. Once, when I first 
                              got to know Burroughs out in Boulder, Colorado, 
                              he had started smiling at me across the table at 
                              dinner when we were both quite drunk. I couldn't 
                              understand what the strange smiles meant, but later 
                              I realized he had been coming on to me. This wasn't 
                              like that at all. It was the smile of collaboration. 
                              I think one of the reasons Burroughs and I got along 
                              as well as we did was because we shared a boarding-school 
                              background. In that context, he was the 
                              headmaster and I was the head boy. This was a relationship 
                              we both cherished. My work entailed collecting a 
                              number of fugitive pieces of which he did not have 
                              copies, typing up material that was being transformed 
                              from a speech into an essay, tape-recording inserts 
                              and cutting in the results. We worked hard over 
                              a three-month period, meeting once a week, collecting 
                              some forty essays.
                            At 
                              the end of the first day of work, I poured drinks 
                              while William smoked a joint provided by Stew, who 
                              was cooking some dinner on the stove. I walked up 
                              and down, passing William's chair as I went, picking 
                              up and returning the joint as we kicked back and 
                              forth ideas for a title. It didn't take us ten minutes 
                              to hit on it, that's how cued in we were. I kept 
                              saying, "It's light reading... light reading..." 
                              over and over again, until finally, giving me that 
                              wonderful smile again, Bill chimed in, "for 
                              light years. Light Reading for Light Years." 
                              Stew was applauding from the stove. That was the 
                              book's working title. Later it was changed to The 
                              Adding Machine, which is an equally good 
                              title, but a little more earthbound than I think 
                              William's writing is.
                            When 
                              you put 100 percent of yourself into something, 
                              as William put himself into writing, you become 
                              somebody other than the person you were when you 
                              started. You become a writer, in the sense that 
                              a doctor is a doctor. When he gets into the operation, 
                              he knows what to do. When William got into one of 
                              his books, he knew what to do. He imagined a way 
                              of living that he tried to pass on in his books, 
                              and he tried to live it as closely as he could. 
                              He had been an inveterate traveler all of his life. 
                              When I saw him on a weekly basis between 1979 and 
                              1981, he was constantly coming and going from Europe 
                              or the West Coast on reading tours, lecture tours 
                              and publicity tours, and he was always collecting 
                              impressions and information from his travels that 
                              would find their way in time into his work. Burroughs 
                              devoured life. "It is necessary to travel," 
                              he said, "it is not necessary to live," 
                              meaning that a life without travel of the spiritual, 
                              psychic, intellectual kind is not worth living.
                            Grauerholz 
                              had arranged Burroughs' social life so well that 
                              even when he was away it ran like clockwork. Burroughs 
                              rarely called people. People called him. I became 
                              the arranger of a lot of dinner parties for him. 
                              "Victor Bockris moved in with his 'come-see-the-bear-dance' 
                              routine," Ted Morgan wrote in Literary Outlaw: 
                              The Life and Times of William S. Burroughs (Henry 
                              Holt, 1988). "Victor brought around celebrities 
                              to meet Burroughs, acting as introducer, go-between 
                              and master of ceremonies. John Giorno provided the 
                              bread, and Victor the circuses. He would call and 
                              say, 'I'll be over at six with some corned beef 
                              and Bianca Jagger.' It was in a sense a useful function 
                              to fulfill, for Burroughs was entertained, and Victor 
                              became to some extent the arranger of his social 
                              life. On the other hand, Burroughs was expected 
                              to perform at Victor's evenings, and to be ever 
                              more outrageous."
                            Like 
                              a lot of Morgan's unfortunate book, this is not 
                              at all true. First of all, neither Bill nor I was 
                              an aficionado of "corned beef." Second, 
                              I never took Bianca Jagger to the Bunker. In fact, 
                              this whole statement is a fabrication. Burroughs 
                              didn't have to act crazy at all, he had to act straight, 
                              because he was further out than any of his counterparts.
                            According 
                              to Burroughs' biographer Barry Miles (El Hombre 
                              Invisible), "Burroughs' very high 
                              profile in the late seventies was caused, to a great 
                              extent, by a book project undertaken by writer Victor 
                              Bockris, who arranged a succession of dinner parties 
                              in New York, from 1979 until 1980, at which famous 
                              people would dine with Burroughs," Miles wrote. 
                              "These included Andy Warhol, Debbie Harry, 
                              Lou Reed, Joe Strummer, Susan Sontag, Christopher 
                              Isherwood, Allen Ginsberg, Tennessee Williams and 
                              Mick Jagger. Bockris tape-recorded the conversations 
                              and published transcripts of the tapes in dozens 
                              of magazines, from sex sheets like National Screw 
                              and Chic through mimeographed literary 
                              magazines to glossies such as The New Review 
                              in London. This encouraged gossip columnists to 
                              mention Burroughs. As the seventies progressed, 
                              squibs and stories began appearing in magazines 
                              such as Oui, High Times 
                              and Andy Warhol's Interview. It had 
                              been a long time coming, but finally Burroughs was 
                              an all-American celebrity."
                            As 
                              a conversationalist, Burroughs was dexterous. He 
                              could and did quote lines from Shakespeare and other 
                              writers. Lord Chesterfield's letter rejecting a 
                              loan request was a favorite piece; he had it by 
                              heart. He also had a quality I've noticed in other 
                              artists (primarily Warhol), of mirroring his interlocutor. 
                              With Susan Sontag, he would discuss the ins and 
                              outs of the New York literary scene; with Terry 
                              Southern, he would discuss drugs; with Andy Warhol, 
                              he would discuss sex. He wasn't one of those people 
                              who always had to be in charge of the subject, or 
                              insisted on his voice being the only voice. Bill 
                              had an encyclopedic knowledge that sounds almost 
                              old fashioned today, mixed with an intelligence 
                              that came before specialization locked everybody 
                              into separate cubicles.
                            As 
                              a writer, Burroughs lived with a big label on his 
                              back that he could not remove which read, wife-killing-homosexual-drug-addict-communist-pervert. 
                              Consequently, the majority of people thought of 
                              him—and many still do—as a freak. But 
                              this was not the Burroughs I knew. He was not a 
                              wife killer. He shot his wife by accident, and never 
                              a day went by for the rest of his life that he did 
                              not think of Joan. He wasn't a violent man. He wept 
                              bitterly and often because of the terrible circumstances 
                              and events of his life. He was not a drug addict 
                              for most of the time that I knew him. He had that 
                              relapse in 1979-80, but before and after that he 
                              was clean of heroin. He was not a communist. He 
                              wasn't a pervert. He had a romantic soul but, like 
                              so many artists of his ilk, found himself married 
                              to his work. His books were his real children.
                            By 
                              this time of his life—he was sixty-five—Bill 
                              was helplessly addicted to writing. If he could 
                              not write, he felt bad, and it got worse day by 
                              day. But most days he did write. In fact, apart 
                              from taking care of the essentials, that was all 
                              he did. As a result, Burroughs knew his song well 
                              before he started singing. The great thing about 
                              his writing for me is that I can turn it on like 
                              I can turn on a Stones album and hit the street 
                              ten minutes later pumped. Page eleven from Nova 
                              Express (Grove, 1964) (see illustration) 
                              is one of my favorite pieces by William Burroughs. 
                              Many of his pages are like this, individual pieces 
                              of art that could be framed and hung on the wall, 
                              priceless statements.
                            For 
                              me, after his intelligence, Bill's greatest 
                              characteristic was his sense of humor. On at least 
                              one occasion, we both fell into such an extreme 
                              laughing jag over his story about a business man 
                              evaporating in his Brooks Brothers suit that I thought 
                              we were both going to die. Burroughs was one of 
                              those lucky people, again like Warhol, with whom 
                              he had so much in common, who had a life he thrived 
                              on. He was really who he seemed to be--a vigorous 
                              underground inspector of the governments and cartels 
                              that had robbed the ground from unborn feet forever 
                              and ruined the world as he had known it. At his 
                              best, Burroughs was an acute satirist in the tradition 
                              of Jonathan Swift. In a very real sense, Naked 
                              Lunch is the Gulliver's Travels 
                              of the twentieth century.
                            Despite 
                              being in the front lines of creative writing for 
                              the last forty years of his life, William was an 
                              old-world gentleman who lived by a code of ethics 
                              that has long since disappeared. He would never, 
                              for example, have thought of bringing his problems 
                              to my attention. During all the time I worked and 
                              socialized with him, I was not aware that his son 
                              was dying. I didn't understand the relationship 
                              between Burroughs and Grauerholz, but I knew Burroughs 
                              missed him very much and was lonely. I didn't know 
                              how nervous he was about the reception of Cities 
                              of the Red Night, or that he was broke. 
                              And that under these burdens, Burroughs once again 
                              became a heroin addict, and, according to Morgan, 
                              the Bunker became a shooting gallery. I never saw 
                              any needles, I never saw anybody injecting themselves. 
                              I only mention this because, in retrospect, it astounds 
                              me that Burroughs could have kept all this from 
                              me when I thought I was one of his closer friends. 
                              I know we shared a real affection for each other, 
                              but I would never have dreamed of criticizing Burroughs 
                              in any way. I could not see anything to criticize. 
                              To me, he had perfected a kind of life that has 
                              died with him.
                            I 
                              remember the first night I ever had dinner with 
                              William. We drank a lot of vodka and smoked a lot 
                              of pot, then he pulled out of the closet a gun that 
                              looked like an M16 and aimed it at the other end 
                              of the loft. I felt flushed and so faint that I 
                              ran to the bathroom and lay my spinning head on 
                              the cool tile floor. I remember a great night in 
                              Los Angeles on which James, Bill and I stayed up 
                              until four a.m. 
                              trying to come up with better titles for 
                              a proposed film based on his novel Junky. 
                              During our talks William drew ballpoint pen drawings 
                              on some twenty pieces of white paper in between 
                              saying, "God, I'm high!" Before I left, 
                              he asked me if I thought they were of any interest. 
                              I looked at them and sneered, "No, and you 
                              should throw them all in the garbage right now," 
                              which he did. Six years later, after Bill's art 
                              career took off, those drawings would have been 
                              worth several thousand dollars.
                            I 
                              remember once sitting opposite him in a living room 
                              full of a million dollars' worth of somebody else's 
                              art in Los Angeles and asking him whether he was 
                              ever afraid. He stared at me and cried out, "Are 
                              you mad? Like most people, I live in a continual 
                              state of panic. We're threatened virtually every 
                              second. The '90s are a very unfunny decade, a very 
                              grim decade. Grim and nasty." I remember Bill 
                              standing in the middle of his living room in Lawrence 
                              with a joint in one hand and a vodka and Coke in 
                              the other around midnight, when he was seventy-seven, 
                              saying, "I think I'm one of the most important 
                              people in this fucking world."
                            Burroughs 
                              had that intensity of excitement around him almost 
                              every time I saw him. To some extent, this was because 
                              he heightened his own reality with drugs. And he 
                              was capable of ingesting staggering quantities of 
                              different drugs without showing any signs of debilitation. 
                              I vividly recall one New Year's Eve party at John 
                              Giorno's apartment (1979-80). Bill started the evening 
                              with a couple of vodkas and joints. Then he took 
                              some majoun (a pasty fudge with a marijuana base 
                              that delivers the effect of smoking twenty joints 
                              at once). After that, he took some heroin and cocaine—the 
                              notorious speedball—all the time drinking, 
                              eating and conversing with little sign of deterioration. 
                              Drugs did not make Bill go away, when I knew him; 
                              for the most part, they made him more present.
                            Cities 
                              of the Red Night was edited by Dick 
                              Seaver and published by Holt, Rinehart and Winston 
                              in 1981. With William Burroughs was 
                              edited by Jeanette Seaver and published by Seaver 
                              Books at the same time. The Seavers invited William 
                              and me to a dinner party to celebrate both books' 
                              publication. The dinner was exquisitely cooked by 
                              Jeanette Seaver, who was a cookbook writer and gourmet 
                              cook. Other guests included William's agent and 
                              his wife, my agent and his wife, and another editor. 
                              The conversation at the round table, over a white 
                              tablecloth and beautiful candles and wine glasses, 
                              was a little stiff. I could see that Bill was crawling 
                              up the wall by the time dessert came around, so 
                              I tried to liven things up by lighting up a joint 
                              I had brought with me for just such emergencies, 
                              and passing it to him. In 1981, drug etiquette was 
                              the reverse of what we have now. In those days, 
                              it would have been virtually unthinkable for a sophisticated 
                              host to ask William Burroughs, of all people in 
                              the world, to desist from smoking that foul-smelling 
                              illegal substance in the apartment, so nobody said 
                              anything; but I was sure Dick and Jeanette were 
                              seething. Smoke invades your space, creeping into 
                              the curtains, where it sets up camp and stays. Suddenly, 
                              Bill and I were falling over each other trying to 
                              put on our coats and leave. It wasn't that we got 
                              the fear, but rather as if we had received the stunned 
                              realization that we were sitting with a bunch of 
                              brick walls, and the longer we stayed, the harder 
                              it was going to be to not laugh in their bricks, 
                              so we split. The cab ride downtown was tense and 
                              exhausting. I remember both of us mopping our brows 
                              and leaning back. The food had been excellent, but 
                              the conversation made it hard to digest.
                            We 
                              pulled up outside a rundown apartment building on 
                              East 13th Street, and I followed Bill inside, into 
                              a railroad apartment on the ground floor. Suddenly 
                              I felt as if I were in a scene from Bill's first 
                              novel, Junky. The room was sparsely 
                              furnished with a single naked lightbulb and a couple 
                              of hardback chairs. It looked like it had been strip 
                              mined. A glassy-eyed man had let us in. Before I 
                              learned his name, he was in a huddle with Bill, 
                              who passed something to him furtively; then he was 
                              out the door.
                            He 
                              must have come back in via the fire escape, because 
                              it seemed no more than five minutes later when he 
                              suddenly reappeared, breathless and shaking. He 
                              and Bill both stripped off their jackets, rolled 
                              up their sleeves and gave themselves a shot of heroin. 
                              Bill relaxed, and I got a sort of contact high, 
                              I guess, because I relaxed too. It was the first 
                              time I had ever seen anybody do that, and I was 
                              fascinated, the way a passing driver is fascinated 
                              by a car crash.
                            I 
                              think it's important to say that William 
                              Burroughs did not mean to glamorize heroin or encourage 
                              its use. He was in the vanguard of the revolution 
                              of the '60s, in which drugs played a large part. 
                              He tried to educate people about the deadly effects 
                              of heroin, but because he was one of those curious 
                              inventions of the post-World War II period, an artist 
                              more famous for his image and ideas than for his 
                              work, many people think he is, by example, giving 
                              them permission to take heroin. Inasmuch as Burroughs' 
                              credo was, "Nothing is true. Everything is 
                              permitted," he is or was, 
                              but that permission has to be seen in perspective 
                              of how and when it was originally given. When Burroughs' 
                              works hit the West like a series of time bombs and 
                              ripped up the basic precepts of Western civilization 
                              in the 1960s, the us-against-them conflict was so 
                              intense that people were enormously affected by 
                              Burroughs and his avant-garde writings, because 
                              of his and their strength. At the time, overstatement 
                              was often needed to make an impact.
                            Read 
                              now, twenty, thirty, forty years after they were 
                              first published, Burroughs' works emerge, in the 
                              recently published marvelous and mind-blowing Word 
                              Virus: A William Burroughs Reader (Grove 
                              Press, 1999), as just about perfectly on time: You 
                              can read this book without fearing it will do you 
                              any harm. On the contrary, a person who reads Word 
                              Virus completely and really takes it 
                              in will be way ahead of the game. For, as Ann Douglas 
                              points out in her rocking introduction, "Burroughs' 
                              ambition amounted to nothing less than an attempt 
                              to uproot and transform Western concepts of personhood 
                              and language, if not personhood and language themselves, 
                              to produce a new emancipation proclamation for the 
                              twenty-first century."
                            "And 
                              to what extent did he succeed?" Burroughs asked 
                              himself in the final novel of his trilogy, Western 
                              Lands. And he answered his own question: 
                              "Even to envisage success on this scale is 
                              a victory. A victory from which others may envision 
                              further." And then he quoted this stanza: